Its true. In fact, if you ask 10 adults if they like to get their pictures taken, probably 1/2 would say they dont. I dont. I constantly scrutinize the photo. “Do I really have that many wrinkles” “I didnt think my nose was that big” “ugh, the bags under my eyes” “two chins??” Recently I had a friend take a few pictures of me. Its was hard for me but I really needed to “feel” what people feel when I’m taking their pictures. And the fact that I just dont have many that arent in my car with my iphone pointed at the rear view mirror because I happened to look up and saw the light was really pretty on my hair. So here I was, all vulnerable, getting my photos done. And what I found out was, IT REALLY WASNT THAT PAINFUL. I now have a few really beautiful photos that I can share with my kids, my family, my friends. I can keep them to myself if I want. I can lock them away for only me to see. I can share them in 20 years. I can do whatever I WANT WITH THEM. But I have them. I have them saying “here I am. I’m getting older, I’m getting wrinklier, but its me. Its me.
My niece was home over the Easter holiday. She’s pregnant, due in June. I’ve been asking her for a few months about when we were going to do her maternity pictures. “I just dont know, Kath. I just dont feel like them. I’m not sure if its because I’m pregnant, but they just dont appeal to me right now.” “OK” I said. “Can I do some experimental things then? Maybe shoot some polaroids, maybe try some film. If we get a few, we get a few”.
So that is what we did. We went out at sunset, and spent a few minutes on the top of a hill at my parents farm. And you know what? Just like when I saw my pictures, she saw hers. and shared with me that she was glad we did them.
I guess the point to all of this is, we dont always feel pretty. We dont always look our best. We dont always want our pictures taken. But its US. its YOU. its ME. Its this time in our lives. Right now. Its a time in her life. Right Now. Two months before giving birth to the most amazing person she will ever meet. And we got it. We froze a moment in time with a camera and a sunset on the side of a hill. And, I thank you. For allowing me the honor of preserving this moment for you. XO





























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